hey

December 31, 2012

adieu 2012




again (2008, 2009, 2010, 2011) what a year.
this year the university project I worked for ended; I then studied more concentrated and somehow started my thesis (don´t ask); I totally got rid of the inspiration for more sad love songs and so I rarely found myself writing songs... maybe I should turn to more political issues in this field but I am afraid I´ll fail trying to; I´ve been to zimbabwe, which left me confused and I thought a lot and wrote about development cooperation, racism & whiteness which left me disenchanted; I spent a lot of time and felt at home; I dreamt of owning a house and almost did; I had the most drastic body experience including the deliriousness called birth and resulting in a love unfelt before, biggest.

December 16, 2012

11chen#51

zeitstillstandsmoment
des gl├╝cks:
seine hand und
deine kleine hand in
meiner

December 06, 2012

as no good reason remains, I'll do the same

thinking of you one day a ship comes in
one hundred days you wait for it
something bright
something so good

December 03, 2012