this year the university project I worked for ended; I then studied more concentrated and somehow started my thesis (don´t ask); I totally got rid of the inspiration for more sad love songs and so I rarely found myself writing songs... maybe I should turn to more political issues in this field but I am afraid I´ll fail trying to; I´ve been to zimbabwe, which left me confused and I thought a lot and wrote about development cooperation, racism & whiteness which left me disenchanted; I spent a lot of time and felt at home; I dreamt of owning a house and almost did; I had the most drastic body experience including the deliriousness called birth and resulting in a love unfelt before, biggest.
